let's get the ball-

Wednesday, May 18, 2005

Love never dies a natural death.
It dies because we don't know how to replenish its source.
It dies of blindness and errors and betrayals.
It dies of illness and wounds;
it dies of weariness, of witherings, of tarnishings.

Jacob De Haan - Pacific Dreams

another day wasted`
gone down the drain
had my left ear pierced..
3rd of the row..

had 4 periods = 2 hrs of free period
Mdm Dewi didn came sck..
not interesting`
wrote a letter to nobody
and took a nap during the 4 periods..

had a fun day shopping alone..
nahx..ya...nahz..ya...
wat m i doing..
erm.. o.O
sent fiona to her piano class..
went round J8..
shop for my 3/4 pants...
found sum..
n to my dismay
short of cash!!!
_sigh*_
n retarted mi..
start to realise
i should b shoppin for my cousins's bdae present first..
~~gosh!~~
so went around again to look for kiat's present..
shh! =X

suppose to go out tml ~~again!~~
Just proposed..
kanna rejected
no lar..postpuned to Fri..
cos' of mi =X
k so, tml gonna stay in sck for band..
but meeting Just first kk..
=X
_erm...m i suppose to study for my chi?_
12 more days!!!
but y m i feeling tat it is cuming..
it seems like nth..
why?
or is it gonna b like SYF..
only until that day den i gan jiong !?!?

~~sorry, i cant b bothered with u any more~~

26 more days to a new chapter of my life..
been 17 means nth..
nt as if i can see M18 movie
infact M18 means nth to mi..
it seems like M18 all violent de..=S
_anti-violence_
...although i m one...

so as i had said, wrote a letter to an unknown figure..
suppose to b him..
but..it seems like i m nt goin to pass it to him
just pouring out my tots n feelings..
after the sms incident..

-miss him thou-

but wad can i do now?
pulling myself thru'
tryin to b strong..
n pretend nth happen
might b the only solution now`

tears dat was swallowed
were salty n bitter..
he no longer come to my side
n wiped the tears for mi..
='[

this hols gonna packed with lots of event for me
joy or sorrow?
;)
take care guys..

jus 10 more days to her 7 mth..='(
miss u sis...
<3>

to a heartless guy:
when will i b able to see u shed ur virgin tears?

yipeeS-